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I just want to be left alone

June 13, 2024

I've become so apathetic

I just want to be left alone. I've become so apathetic and I know that's not a good thing. It's a failure of mine which I haven't been able to fix for a while. I am doing great in life but every time I have to listen to other people, it feels like the rabbits from Re:Zero are eating me from inside. This doesn't happen with everyone but it happens often enough where it demoralizes me.

This is especially a problem when I have to deal with people as opposed to just one person. You know, I love dealing with people when it's just one guy. I'm compassionate, blah blah blah, but as soon as that one person becomes multiple, I don't want to deal with this shit anymore.

The very opposite of this concept is true for most, if not all leftist. They love "people" but as soon as it comes to one person, FUCK THAT GUY. I hate leftists a lot too.

I HATE PREACHING

I don't care what you have to say about anything. If you want to relay any information to me that badly, I can't help but think you're gonna cause some headache for me and I also think you're lying. If you are being nice to me for some reason, I'm pretty sure you're gonna fuck me and I can't help but think you have skeletons in your closet. If I try to help you, I'm pretty sure you will take that in a bad way because you're retarded. I realize those last two sentences sound contradictory, that's because they are and I don't care. I don't want to hear from you. I think you're lying to me for personal gain. I especially don't want to hear from someone who is speaking like an authority but has nothing to back them up. I don't even wanna listen to you even if you share my opinion on something. Every time people preach to me, I get annoyed and want to do the opposite.

I don't want to hear from any women. I listened to CYBERGIRLZ couple months ago and I want a segregated internet. I want to purge everyone who peaked in high school from the world.

Closing notes

I like the Herald of Darkness from Alan Wake 2 but I'll probably won't play the game for a long time.

I really like the Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 soundtrack. I hope that game is as good as it currently looks and sounds.

Mahjong Soul Kan!! is worse than Mahjong Soul Pon. I was really looking forward to it too, since first season was so comfy.

Destiny 2's latest expansion and raid seems horrible. I haven't played in couple of years but some of my friends want to get back into the game. A devious plan to not play Destiny 2 was crafted. We're playing Warframe instead.